Consciously or not, sometimes we end up constructing these bubbles around us - of illusions about people, situations and the seriousness (or the lack of it) of circumstance. Not all of us understand and comprehend reality and how much we are responsible for it at the same pace. This lands us in a slew of false beliefs and notions of things being fine, of us being capable or of fate having a way to work out things for us. Typically this would happen if you have been protected/shielded too much or at some level have made the decision to keep yourself away from listening and taking decisions on things that you assumed were just beyond your domain of thinking.
Cliches are usually true and time has a way of dawning on you realizations that you might have been trying to avoid. When the realization of a time forgone, of a certain way you had been till now not being feasible anymore comes in - it leaves you with mixed emotions. There is a renewed sense of purpose, a feeling of fear from the risks and responsibilities that would follow, of doubt - as to whether it would be possible for you to take it on, of strength. Most of all (yes I am dramatic) - that the game where you make the way has finally begun, for better or for worse is something that (as per cliches again) time will tell.
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